Shocking news!

This week has been a emtional roaster!
I can't believe that i am saying this. But on Tuesday, I found out that a family member has a possible case of cancer and having lost someone to that kind of diease. I have to push it out of my mind because it flashes me back to my friend that died in 2005 and the bunco friend that had cancer and i had to push that out my mind without reacting the way i do to the word!
I mean Cancer is the worst thing that you could have because they are alot of times that you think that you can beat the diease and you can't. We all thought that Amanda could beat the diease and now that it's going on her 7th year since i lost her and i miss her everyday!
Please pray for our family!