Fourth of July!

Today is Fourth of July and so I had a lot of family and friends at my house. We had a BBQ and then we waited for about 4 hours until we could start the fireworks. My mom invited her friend and her family to our house and let them light their fireworks. Now I am okay with some fireworks but not the big loud ones. It got to the part that I was done and it was loud enough for me.
It not that I don't like celebrating fireworks but when you have to deal with loud noises for many days you are kinda of done with them today
It's been a year since one of my ex-friend's grandma's death. It's so much has changed and other things. I think that it's good and bad on what has happen. I have to bite my tongue on this because I just don't find it's right to have fan page. It makes me sick and I would not do that to Amanda.