This one is a real struggle for me to share with you all because it's a big thing for me.
I have been struggling with mood swings a lot lately because I am not sure why. Let's just say that they started early this past week so maybe it's just that time of the month for these.
Last Saturday in the month of September (September 23rd), I was very unhappy with the actions by the ten year old. It embarrassed me that she would do that in a place that has welcomed her with open arms and she did not care. She also started to do it at the beach. It was all because that she did not want to carry her bucket back to the sidewalk. Big deal. We all had one besides the youngest one who is five. The oldest one wanted her sister to hold it. I said no because she is old enough to carry it for a long period of time and just needs to learn. We are all learning every single day.
She kept running on and on about having a sleepover over and over again.
Then at church, she decided to act up again and did not want to go into her class until I had to forced her. I think that she thought that if she stayed in the class that I was in that we would be able to leave when she wanted. About ten minutes before the end of service she started to act up again.
During the time that we were on the phone with her mom, she said it very quietly to her sister to fuck you. It is not the right language for a ten year old to say to a five year old.
I will have part 2 later on this week
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