Mix feelings

today was the first time since i was over at Linda's house for a birthday party. Well the reason that i chose this blog was because of the fact Kai had to go home to her biological father and his family members which i had mix feelings about because of the fact that was the last time that i saw her. I prayed to god about this and he worked his magic and helped me thou this day.
God Bless
Michelle

Nervous builds

Just last month at our last bunco we reviler invite to alyaha's fourth birthday at her grandma's house. i haven't been there since Kai went back to her biological parents house.... it's going to be hard for me... so right now i am praying to god that he gives me the strength that i need to get thou it...