talking to your sister like that?

I can't believe my sister won't think things out on how she talks to me and of course what did not help is that there is a seven year old present.

Amanda's 9th year being gone

As much as I don't like this day. I want to remember my friend. She was the one that was always there for me in school. The one that stood by me even when I did something that i that I knew was wrong.  She never said things that were not true or make me feel bad on things that happen to me when I was a child. She was the angel in our friendship. I am so thankful to God for putting her in my life.  Amanda's life was cut so short and yet she truly made an impact on our lives. I love you so much and thank you for being there for me. Thank you for watching over me.

A birthday girl!

With the last two birthdays of September is around the coner and today is my sister's birthday.

Fighting is no point!

Between my friends and me fighting and then to me and my sister and her friends fighting. I am just getting tired of it. It's like when is enough. What age do you stop fighting? is it never then i am tired of fighting. Now i have to be up by 6 this morning and i can already tell that i'm not going to get any sleep which means to night i will be taking a nap. I know that there are things that we need to work thou. Both me and my sister need to work on our communiation and knowing when to give us space. It's like walk away. People need to stay out of our fights and just lets us work it out. Just know to step in before it gets physical. Like know that many of us are going thou alot and that's why it so stressed out. Like i'm stressed out.

The management!

What in the world? My sister leaves a note saying that she is the managment of this house. She's doesn't own anything in the house. There is a better way to asked me not to have a banana or the food things. I am going to have a chit chat with my mom and dad about this little deveolpement along with the fact that she thinks that this whole house is hers and not our parents but you know she needs to stop and remember that this is not her house and she only has a room here and she don't like it then take it up with our parents.

Lets use something that is not ours shall we?

Yesterday I came home and discouvered that my sister was on my computer and my mom freaking defended her saying that it was okay. I asked my dad and he say that it was not okay. I brought the computer not you and there for you have no right and u need to asked and wait for my answer! I waited 20 years to have my own computer and i don't want u using it and break it!

Happy Birthday Rachael!

Happy birthday Rachael. As u turn 24 it's a big age for you and i don't know if you have even realized that you are 24. I don't normally tell u this but someway that a younger sister like me look up to their older sister. I might never tell u this but I love you and i hope that you had a wonderful birthday!

Long day makes for a long night!

Today was another day at burton and of course today was harder then the day before. Now today i work from about 8:05 to 3:15 which is 6 hours and getting home and trying to relaxing when your sister does not help you when it comes to cleaning the bathroom. Now tonight i decided to make a list of chore chat and do it weekly. now is that to much to ask her and her girlfriend to help me clean the bathroom that we all use? no it's not. her girlfriend is not working and there for can help. she's only got one week this week. My sister and i have two weeks. I think that is a fair trade!

Fighting about things

This morning, while checking on statues I notice that my sister had tried to claim that I’m the reason that she’s dealt with the cops twice. This is kind of true but not all of it. There is another part that she is forgetting to mention; here it goes! In 2005, I decided to take a stand against my sister’s abuse towards me and not take it away more. My sister’s friend called the cops after I refused to let my sister steal my wallet and give it to my mom. So I would not let them leave. They could stay there. My mom doesn’t want her friend even at the house and my sister knew that but she did it away way. I had six bruises and the cops almost took me away. That backfired on me only because of the knife that I pulled on her after she tried to kick me. My dad saw that she had the knife in her hands not me. That should have backfired on her after that. After we moved to Alaska, My sister decides to attack me at the moment that I got into my house because she wanted the dog out. Now the dog and I like to take walks. She physically attacked me and so I fought back as her friend sat there and did nothing! The part that was totally not called for is the computer cord that she took and hit me over the head many times. The neighbors called the cops on her for doing that. Now the only reason that she did not go to jail was because I did not have head concussion from it.