Camp disappioment

Awaken students are having their campout this weekend. I really wanted to come to that and then i found out that i could not come because of my age. At first, I was not happy about it and i'm still not happy but getting used to the idea of it. I did not know how to explain why i wanted to go to camp beside the fact that god put it on my heart to go to the camp. I can see why it's not a good idea for me to go.
One thing about it being the high school doesn't always end when the student is 18 most time it's when your 19 years old.
Michelle