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Have you notice when ever i tried to tell my parents something; they always put me down. They fall back in their same cycle and it never changes; I always feels that i am mistake and unwanted in their life. I just want to go away and never come back and maybe then they will releize that i am important to them as much as my sister.

I seem like that i am talking about killing myself but that is what it feels like then maybe then they will relize that they need relalize what they are doing to me. They make me feel that i unwanted and i have no rights in their eyes. They love my sister more then they love me. I don't know if they even love me at all. I always mess up their lives. They don't care about me at all.