Total of Blogs for the end of the year!

 So this year my goal was to have 200 blogs but i have clearly past that back last couple of months ago so i added another 100 blogs goal to it! Well i have offically master that goal! Time to set next years blog total.

Happy New Year Eve!

So today is the new Years eve and every year we stay up and watch the ball drop from the 2011 to the 2012 year! I am so ready for the end of the year to be here. That means that i need to get started on my new year goals!

Happy birthday to ME!

Today is my 22nd birthday and now my blog title will be changed to celebrate my birthday!
Copyright @ Life as 22 Year old! all rights belong to life as 22 year old!

Blog name to change/2morrow is my birthday!

Since Tomorrow is my birthday, I am no longer a 21 year old so tomorrow the blog will be change to life as 22 year old! I am so exicted for this upcoming birthday! I am so ready to celebrated it! Just as i am celebrated it every year but this last year was special!

2 days until my birthday!

So i only have two more days until my birthday

3 days until my birthday

So another day is marked off my birthday calendar that i am working on easy. Well since my goal is to end the year with 300 blogs posted for the year of 2011 which now i have remember that i have another blog.

The day after Christmas/4 days until my birthday

Every year after Christmas day, I do laundry and put away most of the christmas things that belong to me. Well this week i don't have an laundry to wash so the blankets are going to be waiting until Tomorrow on my schedule Laundry day. Then i have to go shopping with my mom and then i have to finished getting all of my christmas presents upstairs into my room. I am combining some my blogs post for my birthday and the day after christmas and then then the rest of the blogs should be okay

Christmas is here!

You know the long awaited Christmas to be here! I am so exicted for christmas to be here and not to mention that this blog is going to be changing in the matter of days so when ever i post that means that i have to remember: I am starting a new life as a different age!

Happy Birthday Jesus!

Happy birthday Jesus! I love you so much and that you are amazing to!

From Christmas to Birthday!

You know sometimes I look as my birthday is a curse because whenever someone comes over to unwrap Christmas presents. They normally bring my birthday present with them there for making it really unfair for me because I have to wait five days for my birthday to unwrapped them. So this next upcoming year; i am making a new rule: If you bring my birthday present then i get to open it on Christmas day!

48 hours and counting!

Only two more days until Christmas

Tomorrow is Christmas!

Today is Christmas Eve and so i am going to bed early tonight or so i hope! Tomorrow we have a big things plan with getting up early and then spending time with my family members on Christmas

Last minute Wrapping!

My dad got home today and came to me and was I have more wrapping for you to do. They are all to my mom. So tonight i am going to wrap them before i go to bed. I have way to much things to do then worry about some wrapping to do. See you tomorrow's blog

3 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS

IT'S THREE DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND NOW I AM FINDING MYSELF MORE DEPRESSED THEN EVER AROUND THIS TIME OF YEAR!

4 more days until Christmas!

It's actually only four more days until Christmas Day and we get to celebrated the birth of Jesus!

5 days until Christmas!

Five more days until Christmas and so i am so exicted for christmas to be here.

6 days until Christmas!

Another day of until Christmas comes and every year we think about the birth of the lord and now since i only celebrate the birth of Christ and once and while enjoy the presents. This year is the first year that i have to get something for someone and guys are always hard to shop for.

One week until Christmas

We got only one more week until Christmas!!!!

8 days until Christmas

Another day is mark off the calendar 2 christmas!

9 days until Christmas!

Today is another day of Christmas to mark it down on the calendar until Christmas. It's amazing to think that there is only 9 more days until Christmas.

10 days until Christmas!

There is another check off the list of countdown towards Christmas. That's right there is 10 days until Christmas!

11 days until Christmas!

Today is the second day of the 12 days until Christmas song.... my mom thinks that you started the peach tree at the bottom for the 12th day.
Enjoy the 2nd day of christmas! Only 10 more to go!

Christmas Lights outside!

Last night, my neighbors love to leave their lights on until the morning hours and so it shines right in my window. I have to close my window shades because of it. I hate sleeping with it closed.
Stay tuned....
PS: Today and yesterday what i did will be posted later tonight... I have alot to do on my list when i get home tonight.

Bunco update!

this is another month that we are not going to have bunco. It was not because i am not in town this month but the whole group is not having bunco is because too many people are out of town. So i am still taking tonight off for getting Christmas presents.
Enjoy your tuesday!

Land Me a bottle!

Today we decided to head to the store and got our Christmas shopping. I am so happy that it's not so busy at the store....

12 days until Christmas

Every year i countdown the days until Christmas and my birthday and i am so glad that Christmas is right around the corner. But how many of you know what the true mean of Christmas is? Is it about opening presents or about celebrating the birth of Jesus? I am all about the birth of Jesus. I am all about celebrating the birth of the lord! Yes my family opens presents and believe in Santa but I believe in the lord and I just give my thanks for the lord about sending his son down to us.

Cookies, Cookies, and more Cookies!

Every Christmas season we love to make cookies. At first we need the most important stuff to make the cookies. Have a wonderful cookies loves

Fan page of the duggar family page on fb!

There is about 8 of us that run that page. I know that many people think that it's the family but it's not. It's just a fan page that is being ran by fans. I wish that people would learn that that is a fan page and that we are not being them!

Occupy Portland/Vancouver

Many people in Portland need to stop their occupying portland because they are causing stops to business that needs to be able to work to survive. I don't understand why these people can't stop and see what they are doing to the workers that need to be able to work. They need to stop this stuff that they are doing. They don't get pay for this. I know that i don't support this occupy this stuff. These people need to get arrested and allow the people who need to work to work.

Christmas traditions!

This weekend we were getting started on decorating the out side of the house. My mom loves to decorate the outside of the house and thinks that she can beat the other people on the street or in the whole area that we live on. Well two streets down from us goes all out. It makes for along decorating a whole lot harder for us. Tomorrow we are going to finished up the decorating. We have finished the inside of the house. Christmas morning, my mom and dad have set up this rule that we are not allowed to come out of the bedrooms until 7 am. That's so many hours to spend inside of the bedroom. What better way to do enjoy myself for a couple of hours. Whenever Christmas comes up; I wake up at 5 am and have to spend two long hours in my room. Sorry had to finished wrapping a present. Back to Christmas morning, We always make breakfast and wait for someone to get here and they are always late! Well it makes that breakfast gets Cold. I hate Cold breakfast. After finishing breakfast, we go to the stockings and unwrapped the stuff that is in there. Then we go on to the presents. Lovely presents from allot of family presents. But what i can't understand is why someone would give some one coal when the person that gave it needs it more then anything. She's never good at all and all that she does is yell at anyone

Bunco maybe!

This month bunco is almost time to be cancelled and not only is it on Tuesday but we don't know if we actually have bunco this month.

2 weeks until Christmas!

2 weeks until Christmas 2011. I can't believe

Shut me down

Back when the priencess could not talk about her feelings or anything the prince wanted her to express her feelings and now the prince will shut her down at tany chance that he gets. Inculding threating to hit her.He can see the fear in her eyes as he does so.

over logging on blogging!

This month i am trying to end on the highest blogging with the total of 300 blogs to date for the year of 2011. We should see if that happens.... There are a couple of schedule blogs that are written already...

Shopping is a pain....

Shopping is pain in the eye!
This morning my mom and i went to the store and we were going to go to the Fred Meyer stores with her friend and her daughter. We went totally nuts if you just readed my coupon saving blog.... well my mom and i were waiting for someone to move and something drop and i went to get and my mom moved the cart back and hit me right in the eye.

Couponing saving!

Today we went to Freddies and they were having a sales for Christmas presents in Appearl. We were serving for a family that is in need with toys and clothes and shoes. So we were getting some shirts and pants and night clothes
total cost before: 86.00
savings: 30.00
total cost after: 56.00

Happy Birthday Josie!

Happy Birthday Josie Duggar
Today is the second birthday of Josie Duggar and She's turnig two! The duggars are sure to celebrate their daughter's life even thou they had just lost their baby!

Christmas wish List!

This Christmas; I have found it hard to find what i really want for Christmas. I think that it just that i am so grateful for what i have right now in my life that i have some ideas on what i want this year
1. Harry Potter 7 part 2
2. Camera- so i can stop borrowing my mom's
3. laptop case- so i can easier way then having to borrow my dads
4. Ear Rings!

Cooler air!

This whole week has been cold ever since Sunday to today and maybe tomorrow. It's supposed to rain this weekend which might turned into snow. I am keeping my fingers crossed for that. I loved snow before moving up to Alaska but in the last five years Vancouver has been seeing some weird weather for us! Which reminds me, When i say Vancouver, I don't mean Vancouver BC. I don't live in Canada. I live in the USA. I have NEVER lived in Canada. I have only driven thou Canada from the time that we were living in Alaska. I have really amazing photos from that experience. Back to the weather, I hope that it snows but i hope that it waits until Christmas week like it did last year. Vancouver had a really weird snow season last year! We had snow in February. We never have snow that late!

Good Today and a better tomorrow!

I am alreadys finding my self say a good today and better tomorrow or tomorrow will be happy day for me. Of course when you wake up at 7 am and head off 4 about a couple of hours work here and there. You long for the time that you are home. But the minute that you get home you long for getting out of the house. I can say for me as a young 22 year old. (Well not quite a 22 year old) that I need time away from the house so on Tuesday and Sundays I get thouse couple hours away from the house and back into the house. So this upcoming year, I am making my plans and sticking to them. I haven't got a clue what they are just yet because i am just figuring them out!

Christmas is in full start!

This week marks more of the family gatherings and i am so exicted for it. With having to help out with the church and work on getting students ready to come back in 2 weeks to school. I am marking my return here tomorrow and i could not be happy for it.
I am all about watching Christmas movies but how many is enough!

Michelle Duggar miscarries her 20th child

So they announced their 20th child last month only to find out today that they miscarried their child. People are trying to say that its god Choice to send the duggars to stop having a child but it’s god’s choice to give them a baby only to take it; which doesn’t make sense!

7th month and counting!

Today is the 7th month and counting.

Cookies, nap and maybe Movie?

So this morning, my mom woke me up at 5:30 am and i haven't woke up at that time in a couple of months and so i stayed in my bed for about a good hour and half hour. I got up and moved downstairs and watched a movie until 8 am thinking that would be enough to clean up the kitchen before my dad got home to bake cookies. My dad got home and we made sugar and oatmail cookies, wonderful awesome tasting cookies. After we got done baking it was like 11 am and time for lunch. after lunch, my dad layed down for nap while i got ready for to go to see a movie but he did not tell me about going to go see a movie. He's got a probelm. But he never told me that we were going to see a movie and by the time that we both woke up it was already 3pm. So we did not go see a movie.

Christmas blankets

During the Christmas season, I have a lot of Christmas blankets and the day after thanksgiving. I will bring them out and decorate my room.

Living Free update!

Next week i have bunco so this was the last day of living Free for me for the last month of the year. The only reason is because the 20th is our christmas services and the 27th is so that we can enjoy the christmas sprirt for the next couple of days. The 27th the way that i see it is the day to rest and regain our engry for the next year! Tonight's kidsworld was so quieted and easy or sometimes easy because we had a new kid that wasn't behaving the right way. We kindly remind him on the rules and he behaved so much better for the rest of night expect for when his mommy came to get him and that's was fun! Total hours there: 6 hours!

Leaves aren't they lovely and wonderful?

Everytime that there is a leaves down the street or any where we find ourseleves cleaning it up! We starting to hate the leaves droppings!

Time to get my glasses fixed!

So last night, I was getting ready for bed about an hour before hand and I went to get my glasses back on only to find out the screw that holds my glasses together had came loose and I had to wait to get them fixed until the next morning because the last bus had passed about an hour before that and i don't think that my mom would be so kind and drive me to the mall. So the next morning, I set out to go to church. Well every Sunday, I set out to the church only to stop by the mall and fid out that it's no open. You see i get there at 9:35 and the bus leaves at 9:38 and the mall doesn't open until 10 am. Anyways, so i head to church and only to find out that my thoart was really dry and that i forgot my name tag so i could not go to the back and tell my boss that i was not working today. Well i got to attend the service and it was about a "pasltic" Jesus! I am all about the lord and read my bible every morning and night before i go to bed for at least an hour. I am all about the lord's name! So after the service, We head out to the mall and get to the bus stop right at the tme that the bus is right there. (Oh goodie) Not to mention that it's so cold out there and that we have no choice but to ride to the mall. Now i got my glasses fix and i am happy! Enjoy Sunday Blog! Just 3 weeks to go!

Dentist, visit and a singing christmas tree!

So today I woke up and remember that i had a dentist appoitement. I hate the dentist they are not the funnest thing for me and they always yell at me for not getting in the time to brush my teeth. Somethng about brushing my teeth for 15 minutes a day is not always fun for me. We are just getting them clean today and then we are off to my grandma for a visit and then headed downtown to watch the singing christmas tree!
Now that number one is check off my list now it's time to head to my grandma and she surprised me with sticky rice which is my all time Favorite!!!! I am so exicted about it. Today I got the special watching my grandma and my mom making it. Of course when we sat down and ate; I got stuff eating two plates of it! YUM!!! Any one knows that i love my sticky rice and you better watch out!
Up next; we are about ten minutes behind schedule to head to go see the singing christmas tree. Of course neither my mom or myself knew what we were in for and i am so happy that we went!
Any ways that's it for Saturday Blog!
Next week will be change my earrings for the first time!

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Cristal
happy birthday! I wish that i was there to help celebrated your birthday

Birthday countdown and holiday planning!

My mom is all about celebrating and decoriting for christmas. I find it hard because now that i am another year older and decoriting is just not my thing anymore. I love seeing lights decoriting.
Today is 28 more days until my birthday

Welcome December!

Wow I can't believe that today is December 1st. Just 30 more days until the new year begans.

Goodbye November!

Good bye and farewell to November! tomorrow is the beginning of December!

One month and counting!

One more month until my birthday; I can't wait for my birthday!

Christmas Countdown number 2!

So last week I said that i would be posting a weekly christmas countdown blog!
4 more weeks to go!  

birthday countdown number 2!

Today marks a full week is off the check list for the birthday countdown!

One month to go until Christmas

With Christmas right around the corner; it’s really important to make sure that you have everything done. With buying gifts and wrapping them without someone knowing that you brought Christmas present. I find the Christmas spirit is to celebrate the birth of Christ. To me, Christmas is not about the presents it’s about the birth of our lord and celebrating him.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy thanksgiving everyone!

Thanksgiving Prep!

Today we are gearing up for thanksgiving! By trying to get the most of the food prep done as we can do the night before. That way we don't have to working our little bottoms off the day of!

Countdown starting

2012 countdown begins!
Just like the birthday and Christmas countdown is starting; we will be countdown 6 weeks!  
Birthday countdown begins!
So my birthday is right around the corner! Just like the Christmas countdown is once a week blog but not on Sunday but on Friday. Because my birthday will be in five weeks to go. But today is a special day to start this countdown
5 weeks and 6 days to go!  
Christmas Countdown begins!
Once a week; we will be doing a Christmas countdown. Not to mention thanksgiving countdown but that’s this week. What about your birthday? Yep working on that blog
5 weeks to go!
Christmas movie and music starts
Ever since Halloween happen; we have had Christmas movie after another. Why not only after thanksgiving? Along with the Christmas music.

Nice and quiet

Kitchen nightmares!
I find it really mean that since i came upstair to find out that prince and princess are lazy more then ever. He's bitching about me being lazy which i am not. I do more housework then my princess does. All she does is sit on her butt and watch tv. Better just make me a sign saying slave because that's what it feels like when i came back home. I mean that i have only been home for little more then a week by the time that i am posting this blog. I have attempted to keep this kitchen clean for about 7 days and there is no luck. Now i am forced to clean it every signle day of my life living here while the princess's butt getts bigger. Maybe they are trying to teach me good valaues of a woman being in the kitchen.
To me, a woman being in a kitchen is a load of crap... what ever happen to equal rights. Seems now days it all about the parents.......
Returning to quiet life!
Now since the princeness and little brat are out of the house give us a quiet and safe envoriment. The people that were making our house stressful are the girls but then they were blaming us for the stressful area to live but we have happy place...

Return to church part 2!

So today is the second part of the return to church! I am so exicted to be back tonight! I have missed everyone so much!

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Amy
You know when i first started this blog this month; i did not even know that i would be writing this blog. I mean that she doesn't even know that i am blogging about her birthday but here it goes:
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you amy
happy birthday to you!

Little riding hood!

So this weekend little riding hood came and decided to be the queen's granddaughter. I know what you guys are thinking what's with the queen and the little riding hood. It's called i am not allowed to reveal names so i make up nicknames. Anyways, great now i forgot what i was blogging. oh yeah, she goes into the bathroom and steals stuff of mine. She complaining that i am moving her crap around well it's just to dam bad. If they had done what i asked it would not be a problem. They do it to me first and then makes lies. They are the queens of lies. but anyways they are moving out!

exuse me that's my drinks!

So this blog is about the night that i got home after being gone for three week. Some one in my house decided to drink more then half of what i brought with my own money. He did not even say sorry about it either. He just rubbed it off like it was no big deal. Not that i am mad or anything would just like a sorry. Now he can give me two dollars for a soda for Sunday.

New and shocker

So this is the offical annoucement! It's the second or third day that I am home. And only a couple of people have noticed that i got my ears done. Now i have to keep the earlings that i have on for the week after my birthday!

Also, people you have a lot of nerve of doing something and then lying about it and almost breaking up my relationship because you can't handle shit that is true!

Return to Church part 1!

So today is the first time that i have went to church since October 16, 2011. It's almost been a month since i was there. I know that we got the church and can't wait to see what they have done.
Part 2 will come on tuesday!

Lots of Laundry

So today I decided to wash all the stuff in my suitcase today and the laundry that i had in the laundry basket before i left home. Tomorrow i am returning to church and have to email my grandma about fixing a skirt the button had fell off and she's the last hope that i have with that skirt!

Harry Potter!

It's finally out!

Happy Vetrans Day!

I would like to say thank you for all of you that serve for our country!

Welcome home

I am so ready to go home. I have been waiting to go home for a couple of days now. The first couple of days I am just planning to spend it around the house.

Ready to go home!

Tomorrow night i go home! It's so fun to be able to go home!

Babysitting adventures!

So I have been having a blast watching the little boy for the past three weeks. It’s been fun watching him for the past couple of times.

20 kids and counting!

Michelle and Jim Bob revealed that they are pregnant with their 20th child. Then announced that she is already 3 and half months pregnant with the baby. Normally they announced it in the second month. What took them so long?
I am very happy that Josie is getting a younger sibling but feel that 20 kids are to many for two people to take care.

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday Archaidan-Aries
Happy Birthday Archaidan-Aries!
Oh goodness he’s turning 2 this year. I can’t believe it.

Birthday celebrations!

He's turning 2 and we are actually celebrating his birthday on his birthday! it's so wonderful to be spending the day with him. I can't believe that he is two years old! It seem like yesterday he was born. I hope that he just knows that he is truely loved by everyone that is in his life!

No Bunco

Since I am up north for just a couple days, I won’t be able to play bunco this month! I got a big surprise for them when I come for December bunco.

six months and counting!

So today is the 6th month that I have been dating Jaret. It so weird to think that we have been together since the beginning of may! Can't wait to celebrate our first year this upcoming May!

Blogging delight!

I love blogging. It makes my life a whole lot easier then having something to express my feelings.

New diet?

This week we have decided to do a diet for me and my aunt and see if we can lose 10 pounds before we go back on the 12th. So I am all for it. Just going to have a hard time with it.

Happy Birthday Noah!

Happy Birthday Noah as you turned 14 this year!

Keeping it a serect

It's really hard for me not to say what i got when i am up here. I hope that someone figures it out soon. or I have to wait until i get home to post that I finaly got it after years of wanting it.

And no it's not a turtle sadly! Still want one of those!

New Day

This morning is a brand new day. It's really nice to be up here but i miss my dog and family and friends. I love spending time with my aunt and uncle up here.

Hello November!

This month we have two family birthdays. The fourth and the eight! Get to go to a birthday party on the 6th for a 2 year old. No bunco for me this month because I am on a family trip!

Good bye October

Goodbye October until next year! I can proudly say that I made my goal for this month which was getting my postings more up to date and have one every day instead of having 4 or 5 here and there!

Happy halloween!

It’s not like I hate Halloween it is just that it goes against in everything that I believe in. you dress up as like a witch or something that nasty kind of animal/person that does bad things around everyday. I just don’t believe that I need to dress up as someone that I am not. I can go as my self! I am more then happy to do the pumpkins and give out candy but don't make me dress up when i stopped when i was in the 8th grade.

Fall is starting!

I love the colors of fall. With the trees just make me fall in love with this season. When it’s not too cold or warm but just right for me; The only thing that I don’t like about this time of the year is the place where I live. It’s always raining in the northwest! But rather then that I love this time of year. The holiday season is about to come and start with Halloween just a day away. Tune in tomorrow’s blog and I’ll explain why I don’t celebrate that holiday! Well it’s almost time for nap time. Just in 7 minutes until nap time!

taking over a bathroom that we share!

I wished to know why someone thinks that she can over take the bathroom that we shared and they don't even help clean the bathroom in the first place. Thank god that I that i took time and clean the dang thing. If you are gonna take pictures in the bathroom then u should at least take the time and help clean the bathroom

Out and about

Last night was alot of fun! went out to the bar.

Calm and quiet

Today was a nice and relaxing day. It's so far so good. Lets wait and see what happens tomorrow These days keep looking better and better and i got a new pair of shoes. No more holey shoes!

Happy Birthday Courtney!

I normally don't write birthday blogs to my friends but Courtney is one of the most godly girls that i know and i miss her so much while i'm on my vacation! I wanted to wish her a happy birthday tomorrow @ Living free but currently I am on a much need stressless vacation! Well off to bed for me; I'm exhusted tonight. (Yes I am writing this blog on Monday night)

terrible two!

oh lordie! He's became a terrible two year old. I did not know that he would get this bad. He's such a sweet and loving little boy so i was socked to see his beginning stages of his terrible twos. And boy are they mean!

On the road again......

So today I find myself on the road traveling and no not to church. Every Sunday I am on the way to church but not today but to my aunts house. Well talk to you when i get up there.

Day of shopping!

Today we went to Fred Meyer and got some food for the next couple of week. Not only that we got some halloween candy which halloween is in 6 days!

Bathroom with no respect!

I really hate it when someone goes into the shower and throws out my stuff. I helped clean up the bathroom and there are a hook to place my stuf if i forget to put it away. Instead guess what she does, they throw it on the floor. It's makes me mad. So from now on i am going to throw their stuff out of the bathroom if they do it to me. Do you think it's fair? I hate acting like a two year but maybe this will help show them to stop with this game.

Stressed out!

You know that I started this blog in order to relax my stress and now it's just making it worst. There is not relaxing in my life right now. There is two reason why. One because i have a family member that refuses to take any action and helped out the house. I did the dishes twice today and all they did was leave the house to help their lies. Second is that the people that leave night lights all night and they don't even leave the house. It's like I get that they need the light to see but if they helped clean even if they did not make the mess there is still housework that needs to be done. They are still the lazy person in this house! I mean come on! U don't helped out with nothing! Start helping!

Happy Birthday Grandma Ree!

Happy Birthday to you. I hope that you enjoy your birthday today. Its your special day!

Drama!

Someone in the house decided to make drama and try to cause problems. The other people have the right to make noice. My stuff is not that loud and someone broke my turtle thing and i know that they did and now that most of them are having fight and i am staying away from it so i don't get blame for them doing the things that they are doing. The people think that they own this whole house that try to make exuses!

A day of clothes

So in the house that i lived in with my family we have certain days that we have to follow. My days are on saturday and Tuesday to do my laundry. My sister and her girlfriends day are on Wednesday and Monday. I followed these rules unless I have something that needs to be was that day. Do you think my sister and her girlfriend Followed those days? No. They were doing two days this weekend one of them was on my laundry days. Its like stay to your laundry days

Fighting is no point!

Between my friends and me fighting and then to me and my sister and her friends fighting. I am just getting tired of it. It's like when is enough. What age do you stop fighting? is it never then i am tired of fighting. Now i have to be up by 6 this morning and i can already tell that i'm not going to get any sleep which means to night i will be taking a nap. I know that there are things that we need to work thou. Both me and my sister need to work on our communiation and knowing when to give us space. It's like walk away. People need to stay out of our fights and just lets us work it out. Just know to step in before it gets physical. Like know that many of us are going thou alot and that's why it so stressed out. Like i'm stressed out.

200 blogs and counting: October 2011

Today marks a fresh start! 200 blogs have been reached this year already sometime in June I had reached 100 blogs but never posted it. For me when I started this blog was a big deal for my family because they did not understand why i had started blogging. It's clear and easy for me to blog about how i am feeling because my family doesn't respond to me voicing my feelings on any subject. They have no idea what's in my head even if they think that they do which they don't. My blogging has made it easier for me to understand me and what makes me mad and it's easier for me to explain why it makes me feel and maybe sometime my family actually reads it and understand where i am coming from. This june marks my third year of officallly blogging.

Out of town!

Today is really funny because my parents have decided to leave town leaving me and my sister home alone. The past couple of times that they have done that something bad happen. So this time i know when to say okay or whatever and do what she asked so i don't end up in the hospital.

The management!

What in the world? My sister leaves a note saying that she is the managment of this house. She's doesn't own anything in the house. There is a better way to asked me not to have a banana or the food things. I am going to have a chit chat with my mom and dad about this little deveolpement along with the fact that she thinks that this whole house is hers and not our parents but you know she needs to stop and remember that this is not her house and she only has a room here and she don't like it then take it up with our parents.

Getting Organized!

This week all i want to do is Organized the two rooms but do you think that is simple? I think so!
Have a good day!

Bathroom fill up!

Really how many bottles of shampoo and body wash! I only have a set of shampoo and conditer in my side and one bottle of bodywash. While the other people that i shard it have 8 bottles in. That's not need to have that many bottles. Lets limit the bottle ammount!
Michelle

Never on time!

It's really hard for me to understand when someone doesn't have kids that they are always late. I have to ride the bus. Yes i was a little late but i had a reason. I have to ride public transporation and you drive a car. If you are hungry then why not just say let's leave at 10 and that way we will be on time. It drives me nuts because i had to wait an hour. Next time, I am not going to be there when u show up because you can never be on time! I grew up to be on time and if i was not going to be on time either text or call saying that you are going to be a little late! Not just show up and think it's okay!

Missing Kids

Everytime that I have to break away from the kidsworld; My mind goes to the fact that I miss their little faces. They are such an amazing group of kids and I miss and love them already! I'll be gone until November 11th!

Taking a break

This weekend I'm forcing myself to take a facebook, myspace and twitter break! Just getting away from the drama and living life. Getting chores done. Who knows maybe I will relizae that i don't need to be on there every single day and minute!
See u on monday!

Happy Halloween countdown!

I just love Halloween. It's the one time of the year that I can scared people with my custome! Now during the time of trying to find the prefect custome that's harder to find. Because everytime I go into the store and think which will make me look a witch in our family? My dog has been a witch since the first year that we got her custome! She hates it! I know because every year that i put on; she trys to bite me!
well the countdown is 17 days until Halloween!

the wonders of Counseling

When My Counseler annouced that maybe I should write what's going on and so that way I can work past it and along with being honest with what i am feeling. Lets tell my counseler the fact about being honest always seem to be getting me into more trouble then what's it worth being on honest. One of my friend doesn't like it when i tried to be honest about how i feel when she trying to control. I don't used names in blog to protect me and that way we don't get into a fight again. Which i don't want to do. I hate fighting it's the worst thing there is. God made us to love not fight but that's what is seems that we all know best. Maybe we should fight the devil and not each other. When there is turnmoil there is the devil trying to use us as his personal projects. Don't let him work!

The joys of Packing

With me; It's hard to pack myself with one small suitcase in order to save room. So i try to make sure that i have enough clean underwear and shirts to wear. It's hard for me because i don't have enough underwear in the first place but to pack for a trip with how many days i am going to be gone it's even hard. So the first thing that i do is make a list and then put the items that i know that i am not going to used in a laundry basket so the night before I can pack it up and be ready to go! Sometimes my plans backfired and go into the basket and get the item that i am planning on wearing during the trip and wear it. So instead the night before I am washing laundrey and getting everything ready only to look at the clock and see it's 10 minutes to midnight and we are leaving bright and early in the morning. So often times we leave later because of the last minute packing and getting ready.

Making a list!

U know when u try to be organize that you make a list of what you need and want to bring with u on a trip. Or if you are planning your shopping trip!

Time for bunco again!

This is the return of Bunco. 2 months of Bunco without doing having it and everyone wanted to do and it's was exicting. expect for the fact that i only had 14 wins and 2 bunco and got nothing only because my mom had 14 wins and we had to do a rolloff and i always lose at those kinds of things

Lets use something that is not ours shall we?

Yesterday I came home and discouvered that my sister was on my computer and my mom freaking defended her saying that it was okay. I asked my dad and he say that it was not okay. I brought the computer not you and there for you have no right and u need to asked and wait for my answer! I waited 20 years to have my own computer and i don't want u using it and break it!

5th month and counting!

This month is the five month and counting.

power out!

Dad & our friendly person next door has allowed us to get help with a thing that started linking the minute we moved in! I can't believe that it's been over two years and we are just now fixing it! What's worse is that we need water in our house and we don't have anything. They just allowed use to have power for over a hour!

Confusion!

U know when you are making your own business then you are supposed to market the business or the product that you are selling not trying to keep it serect. My aunt is a business owner and clearly the people that my friends work for don't know any thing about running a business. U need customers and to do that you need to adversite!
Good day!
Michelle

October is Here!

Welcome to the month of October!

Happy birthday Aunt Susie!

Happy Birthday!

Last Day of September!

I can't believe that today is the last day of septemeber and that tomorrow when i wake up will be the first of october! can you beleive it? I can't...

Shocking news!

This week has been a emtional roaster!
I can't believe that i am saying this. But on Tuesday, I found out that a family member has a possible case of cancer and having lost someone to that kind of diease. I have to push it out of my mind because it flashes me back to my friend that died in 2005 and the bunco friend that had cancer and i had to push that out my mind without reacting the way i do to the word!
I mean Cancer is the worst thing that you could have because they are alot of times that you think that you can beat the diease and you can't. We all thought that Amanda could beat the diease and now that it's going on her 7th year since i lost her and i miss her everyday!
Please pray for our family!

Quiet as a mouse!

Don't you think that you would be able to tell when someone is coming up the stairs and then you see the dog first that you would know that your mom is coming up the stairs! I mean that i was watching sister wives and then my mom comes in with only 18 minutes left that i have to watch and stops it dead in it's tracks. I hope that sometime this week that i can watch the full epsiode of Sister Wives.

Happy Birthday Rachael!

Happy birthday Rachael. As u turn 24 it's a big age for you and i don't know if you have even realized that you are 24. I don't normally tell u this but someway that a younger sister like me look up to their older sister. I might never tell u this but I love you and i hope that you had a wonderful birthday!

Fear!

Today i embark on a new experience at living Hope Church in their kidsworld. I did not know what to expect because i normally don't work with preschoolers and just nursey. so when get two toddlers it was new to them and to me to be in a different room. I get why they did it because we are normally fogetten when in the nursey room. I mean that we have people come and check on but here i was with three girls that i have never work with and they were trying to get me to go over to april's room but since i already worked with kindergartens before that i did not wwant to do. I am not always the one that is in control expect for our new nursey room.
Have a good day
Michelle

Changing my beliefs!

I have the biggest problems with being on facebook/twitter and being on the tv. I think that i need to limit the time that i am on these. If i say about two hours a day being on the computer or on the tv.
Fake facebook account: Report this
This is not my account report please: www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002899965514
This is not me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trust issues!

It seems like the church is having trust issues because someone is stealing from the church well now the kitchen volunteers are getting into trouble because someones keep arriving to early and they don't want us back there without her there...It seems like they don't want to trust us or trust the lord!
Michelle

blogger catch up!

so the last couple of months that i have been down on my blogging thing...

Michelle taking off!

So tonight i was praying to the lord and asking to forgive the person that stole my photos and i decided to forgive them and sought out forgivness for the people that this person hurt in my name.
So the next couple of days until at least Tuesday or Wednesday i will be taking a facebook break! now it's not gonna be easy but I am going to blog when i want to sign on to facebook

2 years and counting

This is our second year with out mr. P and it's still really hard for me to go by Bay because That's the last place that i saw him

Happy Birthday Jaret!

Happy birthday Jaret!

a blogger deliated!

This morning i woke up and found an email from both tlc and facebook that they are looking into the person that is trying to run my life. now i have contracted the cops and they said they will contract facebook when they get finished with the fake account. the person that is gonna be troubled big trouble and i hope that they will go to jail!

Lies, fakes and posers!

This whole week has been all about the fake and it's lies. I know that it's the same person but this is getting tired about this bs. The person stated that i was harressing her and stalking her and now she's trying to say that i ran that site which i doing. I so feaking pissed off right now that anything will set me off on anyone because i can't get the person to stop! The person on the fake page said I was harressing and stalking that person and then a couple of days later the person post that its' me and it's not! now every one is believing that person into thinking that i am doing! oh lord! can u help me?
Michelle

fakes on facebook!

Today was one of the worst days of my life. not only did i learned that someone was called a slut but the person used my name to do it in.... the only clues that the person gave me was she was a girl and now she's gone to far... she created a fake page on facebook. stealing my photos and posting crap in my name... what's wrong with u?
Michelle

10 YEARS TO THE DATE!

today is the 10th year since that horrblie day and i remeber it each year!

NO BUNCO AGAIN

BUNCO GOT CANCELLED AGAIN!

Happy birthday uncle rick!

Happy birthday uncle rick!

4th month and counting!

another month has gone by...

Happy birthday Sharon!

Happy birthday sharon!

Happy labor day!!

Today is labor day and everyone believes that it's the way to honor all those that have serve or given birth to their children!
So this month will be the most busy month of posting. the last couple of months have been limited on blog posting!
This week will be posted on Mom's birthday, Sharon's birthday, Rick's birthday, labor day and bunco, and the most busy tuesday!
Second week, will be posted on jaret's birthday and another busy tuesday
Third week, not that much to be posted because don't know what i am doing
Final week, will be rachael and susie's birthday and three months until my birthday!

Acting like children!

You expect when you are older that your family treats you with some kind of respect but not mine. Someone decided that they want to put my laundry in front of my door instead of leaving it in the bathroom because if you know the dog that we have will eat my underwear and she did it any ways. Then when i went to go blow dry my hair they put MY hair dry in their room. I told them that they could use it as longs as it stay in the room but now that is off and i am madder then hell at them.
BUY YOUR OWN DAMM HAIR DRYER; IF YOU ARE GONNA USE MY HAIR DRYER YOU CAN LEAVE IT WHERE I PUT IT!

Happy birthday mom!

Today is my mom's birthday and she turning another year older! She such an amazing mom and i just wish her the best this year.

Happy 1st birthday!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe that it has been a year since the puppies were born:
~ Pete
~ Bennie
~ Maya (Carile)

Long day makes for a long night!

Today was another day at burton and of course today was harder then the day before. Now today i work from about 8:05 to 3:15 which is 6 hours and getting home and trying to relaxing when your sister does not help you when it comes to cleaning the bathroom. Now tonight i decided to make a list of chore chat and do it weekly. now is that to much to ask her and her girlfriend to help me clean the bathroom that we all use? no it's not. her girlfriend is not working and there for can help. she's only got one week this week. My sister and i have two weeks. I think that is a fair trade!

September is here

wow can't beleive that sepetember is here and here i am without a job. u must think why am i up so early? because today i am going to burton for their second day of school and helping out. I hope that my bus pass will work but we will find out

End of the August

Today marks the last day of August! Yay & now a crazy birthday month!

take the easy way out!

when i heard that c-tran was raising their prices again; i decided to use my smarts and buy a trimet bus pass well only to learn that you have to trimet id to go with the trimet bus pass. well tomorrow i'm off to burton and trimet and get that taken care of! I'm mad because i thought that i was saving money and only to find out that i have to get trimet id now.

Lunch dates part two

This morning i wake up and i am ready to go to have some fun and get away from the stress that falls!

Birthday girl!

I am ready to blow out the candles for kai's third birthday... I miss that little girl and I love her so much. I have known her since October 2008. I was watching her while her parents and my mom were playing bunco!

Happy Birthday Heather!

 So since now that we are both 21 and legal to drink and now we can take each other out to get some drinks for our birthdays! It's hard when your birthday is about 8 months before your friends because you are about the same age as her but the only thing that is changed is that you are eight months older and you have to wait for your friend to turn the age to go into clubs. It makes it hard when you go to plan something and then remember that she is not old enough to come with.  well anyways what can i say about heather? Happy birthday! I love being your friend and you bring a light to my life. I could not image a life with out you! You are wonderful mother and wife to your family. She's got three boys!

New laptop!

I am so exicted to have a new laptop now it's time to learn how to use it and make sure i keep it up.
Until later!
Michelle

Lunch dates!

I am so exicted for our lunch. Only 2 more weeks until that happens. Turns out that i might be getting to see her tomorrow...

Let's act like a child shall we?

So fresh from having a fight, my dad wanted me to ask her if i can have it send i have spend a thousand dollars and of course she twisted my words around and said thati was being rude and mean which i was not being mean and rude. just told her the hard cord truth and she doesn't like that then she can kiss my butt. She's acting like a child. She doesn't think that my personal probelms are any kind of comp. to hers. It's like i have to bite my tounge around her. And if you all know me. I don't know how to do that.
Well i'm off to facebook world & Job hunting world
Michelle

NO BUNCO FOR THIS MONTH

WE HAVE DECIDED TO CANCEL OUR GAME BECAUSE WE DID NOT HAVE THAT MANY PEOPLE SAYING YES TO PLAYING SO WE WILL PICK BACK UP IN SEPTEMBER!

Dart throwing!

Special Notes: We all know the reason why i started this blog a little over a year ago. It was started to help me cope with my feelings on certain things and be able to express my self in the way that i need to... So the day started out as much as any other day would start out with my house... waking up to a phone call... no surprise on who it is... (I have to keep the name secret) and she wanted to come over because to today we were going to the fair! Now recently, I broke my toe... (don't ask how)... and i have been in pain for the best of three days now... so i can't really walk all that great right now... My dad is repairing our fence so my little doggie won't make me go looking for her. so back to this...  She decided that the minute that we walked into the mall; she was gone like the wind with no looking back... then we got to the fiar; she still did that... more mad but when she decided that i can't do that to her. Makes her sound really dumb about. Well i decided to confront her about it and i wanted to talk her out side and she refused...  now she's saying that she never did anything wrong.. she is the reason that we started the whole fight.

Happy Birthday dad!

Happy birthday to dad.

3 months and counting!

Today is the third month and counting.

First panic attack in so long

The last time i had a panic attack was back when we were moving down from alaska. well on monday i got my second major panic attack. In the past i have had minor panic attacks. I was just same to say that it was my fault but it was more on my friend. She caused it.

Welcome August and summer!!!!

Summer has finally arrived and i am so glad for it. Now if some people would not blame their action on the weather. It's not right to do that. Take some responsibly for your own actions. No one is to blame but your self and the other person that you are fighting about.

July to the end

Can't believe that today is the end of July. Now i am starting to look into going to college. Monday i am going to go down to clark college and see what kind of programs that they have and have me get started on those. also August 5 to 15 we will be having fair days. My mom and i are going up to seattle

Making sounds

Have you notice when ever i tried to tell my parents something; they always put me down. They fall back in their same cycle and it never changes; I always feels that i am mistake and unwanted in their life. I just want to go away and never come back and maybe then they will releize that i am important to them as much as my sister.

I seem like that i am talking about killing myself but that is what it feels like then maybe then they will relize that they need relalize what they are doing to me. They make me feel that i unwanted and i have no rights in their eyes. They love my sister more then they love me. I don't know if they even love me at all. I always mess up their lives. They don't care about me at all.

Over reacting....

Earlier this morning, I was so pissed off at my dad. I am not going to killed myself or run away... I am going to turn to GOD for my time of need...

Dentist fun? or not!

This morning, my mom and i went to our regular dentist appiotement. Of course, they decided to put my mom first and i am sitting in a chair for an hour and half. Mind you, i don't mind 20 minutes but an hour and half... I had many of things that i wanted to do today and now i can't do them because they took so long. I mean that it took us 2 hours at the dentist appiotment and now they want me to brush my teeth five times a day. I barley get in 1 and that is if i am lucky on doing that.

Night time foes

When you are a child; you have these night things that come out and like totally scare you to the point that you have to scream for your parents to come and save you from this thing. For me, now 21 and still having these nightime dreams. It's totally dumb. Maybe it's my way to handle my stress level. So today i have decided that i'm going back into consuling for this and see if that helps.
I want to be able to talk about anything and everything that is in my head and get it out so i can be whole person and not be so negivate all the time. I am mean that my family decribes me as this person that is always happy and careful when i was growing up but not now. I just wish that i could return and be myself for a change and not be this person that has to be a fake and not even real to me.

cyberbully

This morning, I was watching a movie and that it remind that Cyberbully or any kind of bully happens everyday. I had that growing up. I used to have it on myspace but i never used my myspace account anymore and since I am have changed my facebook page to a more private account. because of the fact that there is so many facebookers that i don't know on my page and now i am going to tell my personal friends and family to go to my other facebook page because i can't control on who is on my friends list that i don't know. If you don't know if you are accepting people that you don't know on your personal page because you want to just be friends with people. They could cause serious damage. I was a victum in 10th grade to it. It was hard. There was days that i just wanted to crawl up in a ball and just cry my eyes out

Flow of money

condering as soon as i get money, my friend decides that she wants to spend my money. Yes, i get that we both have money but why do i have to spend it? I just don't get it.

take me off & put me back on

So I went on facebook this morning, only to find out that my cousin took me off her facebook page yet again. Knowing that my cousin is going thou a hard time but taking a family member off your facebook is not right.

Happy first birthday! Zach!

Happy birthday little Zach as you turn one this year

later bellas part two (final)

So today was our bunco night and the past eight months or so; I have been losing money and tonight i finally make it up by winning both most buncos and second place. I would have gotten first if i had two more extra wins that would make me one rich girl... So it was really fun!

Now there will not be a post for the month of August but i am going to repeat this when the bunco was supposed to happen. We decided to put two months in one day. That's right both my mom and i had Bunco hosting duties back to back so we decided that we would combiate both and do it as one...

Later Bella part 1

yet again; i am posting something about being late for a very important thing. Do these people know that we don't wait for them to get their butts here? It's not very fun trying to explain why we have to wait to a whole house full of old people. I mean don't get me wrong I love the girls that are in our bunco but man they are impatient.

Growing up; I was taught that if you were going to be late for something important such as family activites or a game with friends or anything! THAT YOU CALL AND SAY THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BE LATE! Instead of making me explain why we have to wait for ya to get there.

Next Bunco post

Kidsworld nightmare

Last night, we had about eight to ten children crying their eyes for their mom or dad and the fact that one of the girls were teething... We had to look for help major help to get them calm down. It was little scarey to leave them early. i normally stay until the end of groups but last night, i left at the end of service...

Funural time!

today was my friend's grandma memorial service and since i did not get to go to Amanda's wake. I did not get to say good bye but today i was able to say good bye to her grandma. She was so sweet lady and i love her. Her granddaughter is having a hard time with accepting her grandmother's death and that it's going to take time to grieve progess... so tomorrow i have decided to call my old daycare person and have her talk to her about what is going on. i think that is important for her to able to talk to someone else then me and her husband...
Good night

Switch me roles

couple of weekends ago my friend decided to be late for meeting us somewhere and she was an hour and half late. Totally unacceptable in my mind. Well this last weekend she allowed me to borrow her laptop that she doesn't even use it. Now tonight she decided to tell me via facebook that she wants it back tomorrow and annouced that if i wanted it i could have it for 50 to 250 dollars. The computer is totally not worth it and someone needs to tell her about it. I think that no one is going to buy it at all for that much.
See u later

Mix feelings

today was the first time since i was over at Linda's house for a birthday party. Well the reason that i chose this blog was because of the fact Kai had to go home to her biological father and his family members which i had mix feelings about because of the fact that was the last time that i saw her. I prayed to god about this and he worked his magic and helped me thou this day.
God Bless
Michelle

Panic attacks oh my!

in the past, i have little panics expect for the one in Canada, that it's self is another story, waiting to be told, I have been noticing the last couple of weeks if i am late i will have them. I have to remain myself that i can't control the traffic or the fact of being on the buses. I just have to do the best i can and be okay with that!
God bless
Michelle
PS: I have noticed that i don't like to be in small spaces for to long...

Alayah's fourth birthday party

SPECIAL NOTE: THIS BLOG IS IN CONNECTION OF MIX FEELINGS THAT I POSTED EARILER....
This morning, my mom and i headed out to Alayah's birthday party this afternoon. We headed out and had to stop to get food. it's was really good then we stopped at Fred Meyers to get her birthday present. Then we headed out to her birthday party place. I wished that they would put it someplace in town but it was really good. the weather was nice. The problems: All the kids were not listening and that was not fun at all! If i was a mother, i would tell my children or child I would expect them to be good and behave for the day. That maybe i would have to think to have a child or make my husband watch the kids for the day there.
Have a bless day
Michelle
PS: I DO NOT HAVE ANY CHILDREN OR MARRIED. I DO HAVE A BOYFRIEND THAT IS IT....

No more ABC 4 ME

I AM NOW ANNOUCING THE MINUTE THAT ONE LIFE TO LIVE, I WILL NOT WATCH ANY ABC PROGRAM EXPECT FOR GENERAL HOSPITAL AND THAT'S IT.

sleepless nights

this morning or should i say last night i went to bed with a full purpose to get at least 10 hours of sleep... that's what i need to move around and feel good about my self... do you think that happen? no it did not happen... so now i am writing this blog at 5:09 am wide awake or getting sleeping

Blogger returns!

seems as of late that i have been off of my blogger and i don't know why maybe it's because the blogger system has not been working for me at all and now it is working and now i am fighting to catch up with all of blogs... right away this month i'm posting my seven blog for the month... that's something that i am not just to doing. now that summer out and i have a new boyfriend; i have been a busy bee...

Casey Anthony's case of murder and lies

Since day one we have been looking for her daughter and the police gather up the beneficence that we need to put her away and just what lets her go... what's the matter with them? is there no justice for a little girl that didn't have a right to die??? i hope to god that he knows what she did with her daughter and won't let her get away with this type of crime...

2nd month and counting

This month is the second month of being with my boyfriend.

Nervous builds

Just last month at our last bunco we reviler invite to alyaha's fourth birthday at her grandma's house. i haven't been there since Kai went back to her biological parents house.... it's going to be hard for me... so right now i am praying to god that he gives me the strength that i need to get thou it...

Happy Fourth of July!

Happy Fourth of July

Happy Birthday, Zoe

You are turning 8 this year

Night of Fun!

Last night my friends came over and we just hanged out with each other. It was very fun to Fellowship with them

July is here!

Happy July 1st to everyone!

6 months until birthday

My birthday is in six months!

Last day of June

I can't believe that today is the last day of June it's seems like June just started and now it's going to be july

Open close them!

ever since my sister move in all we can hear is the doors closing and opening each and every time!

Father's day Bunco

So sadly for bunco i got my butt handed to me on a sliver patter! Another words i did not have a good bunco night.... The next two bunco's we have them so we will see how i do then!

Celebrating First year!

Today is my first offical year of blogging. I am so exicted for my second year

Graduation!

I can’t believe that I manage to get thou the CHOICE program no matter how many times that I wanted to drop out but I stick to what I believe in. I finished what I started and that’s what I did….
Right after we got our dimpolas from our teacher and we walked out into the hall. I started to cry and I didn’t know why I did. Maybe I was proud of myself for completing it. I mean that I could have given up back in May 2008 and been happy with the certifence that I got from them but no. I stayed with it.

DREAM BIG ACHIEVE BETTER!

Little Diva in training

Before getting on the computer, I witnessed a nine year old walking in the library with high heels. Might it be another Kate Gosselin in training? I am kidding on that part. It makes me sick to my stomach to think that parents are allowing their nine years old out with that kind of shoes….

Last Day is here!

Today is the last day of CHOICE and the last day of Val!

Birthdays boys!

Today is my cousins' birthday and they are turning another year older.

Happy birthday, Cam!
Happy birthday Luke

Last Friday of the school year!

Today is the last friday of School year! Can't wait!

Movie night tonight!

I can’t wait until tonight. I am having another movie night with my boyfriend. For security reasons, I don’t post his picture on line because he’s not really internet person! Anyways I am going to see Pirates. I can’t wait for it! Now to do my job application!

Harry Potter comes soon!

In a month and 15 more days until Harry Potter comes to end. I know that it’s going to be sad for it to be the last movie!

Summer days or does it feel like spring!

Finally the weather is improving to the point that I can wear fliplops and get away with it. The weather man decided to annouced that it's going to be 70 today. Which is maybe warmer then fairbanks Alaska
3 more days until Graduation!

1st month and counting

Today is the first month after we started dating.

100 blogs and counting in 2011

Today marks the 100th blog!

Graduation countdown starts

AS of today I have until Monday with the CHOICE program. I am so glad that this is almost over and now it is time to get a job. Be at the library Later

Last Day of ECC and WEA

Today marked my last day of volunteering and ECC jobs

Happy Birthday Leea

This is the first blog since May 3, 2011 for my aunt's birthday well this month is a short birthday month as well.

Being on time...

Normally when u tell some1 that u will meet them some where at a certain time u should at least not make them wait 4 some old minutes U Would think that u would let them know be4 the head out there. Yeah they are going to get mad at u but they're adjust to it.

June starts again

I can't believe that it is already june and I believe that is when I started this blog. I love blogging. With School coming out soon, that will give me more time to blog. I hope that would be the case. We'll find out soon.
Anyways today is early release and in a hour i'll be leaving for the library and Lunch. I am hungry!

The end of May

Today is the last day of May.

Seattle!

Today was so much fun on going to seattle. I am not so kend to go up high because of the higher factor for me. Yes i do admit that i was scarred to go up there!

Seattle Eve

Today is the day before our big seattle trip. It's was really weird getting ready for this big event. It's going to be four hours on a train and then maybe 3 hours back.

Putt-Putt Golf

So yesterday the class went to play Putt Putt Golf. It was really fun and I love playing it but until I have bruise on my head from hitting it on the concrete. It was not really fun. After I got hit in the head with the concrete, I had to call my mom and let her know because the teacher was not even going to do it. It's like your my teacher and you are supposed to imformed them about it.

Getting new eye balls

Okay so maybe not new eye balls but you get the point… back in April; I went to the eye doctors and order new glasses. There are fancy!

Mother's and Memorial day Bunco

Now i could not decided on the bunco name title but this what i got... With mother's day gone and memorial day coming up; I decided to combine the two days...

Job fair here we come!

Today was supposed to be a good day but that did not happen and so I just had to adjust to it. Not only did i have to get used to the fact that I'm missing the kids that i work with and have to wait until Friday to see them. Back to the job fair... Be back in a moment... Never mind she's on the phone.. Today the job fair had a bunch of building stuff. I am not in to that kind of work...
Until Bunco post!

Green yellow and red!

So my mom and i decided to take out my grandma and her boyfriend for a late mother's day dinner. We went to Red Robin Yum!!! Instead of having my normal dinner at red Robin; I had the mac and cheese. It was good! Now back to the title... The same light that my mom got a ticket; we think that my grandma ran the light! Oh no! We are hoping not! They have those blooding cameras there! They got mom the year before and hoping that they did not get grandma

Wonderful Wedding

Today is my friend's wedding! It's a good day but if it could hold out on the rain that would be nice but no it's not looking like it. Her dress is looks wonderful. It's was a wonderful wedding ceremony! I ended up babysitting her son and a couple of other children which i don't mind watching them but it's too the point that we should not have kids at wedding when one of the guest have to watch their children. That's not right to make someone else watch them!

Wonderful day

It's another wonderful sunny day today as we in take our lastest class adventure! What's today you might ask? Well, I will tell you... We are off to the apartments that my sister happens to live at! and then we are going to chucks produce where one of our students work at... Then we are off to fisher's Landing and then I headed home while the rest of class headed back to school for 30 minutes!!!
Until next blog!

Happy Birthday, Aunt Melisa

Happy Birthday Aunt Melisa!!

Welcome May

Welcome to a new month

April over already

I can't believe that it's the end of April!!

First day at new work

Today is the first of my new work schedule and what i am doing home for it. Today i start from going home to work and back! No more seeing Val until today at noon or something like that!

Clark College

Today we were going to clark college and i took some photos

Stand up for your rights!

It's seems like the CHOICE doesn't want us to stand up for our rights to speak up! it's confussing when they do that. I get in to trouble when i do that. It's bs!

Too Many things not enough time

Note: I know that I promised to post this last night but I was like super busy from the moment that I woke up to the time I went to bed. Boy, do I feel like a mom. Yesterday, we went to many places or I did. The class only went to two places and we did not enough time to actually do things that we wanted. So here it goes! Bus travel time! That morning, we were taking 80 to go to the mill plain and then waited for like a half-hour at the bus stop. Then we got on to the 37 and it was like crowded but not as bad as the 30 on the way back to the high school. That was a night mare. We were afraid that we would not be allowed on the bus. I mean that 30 had a lot of people waiting for them. Not to mention there was a car accident before the bus came. But back to 37, we got off at the library and I found 8 dollars. I got lucky for that part. Library time! So we headed into the library after getting off the bus and spent an hour there doing a worksheet and then having some free time! It was really fun! You know what I did when it was free time? I was on the computer using my twitter and facebook time. Clark College/accident We were looking for jobs and then we had lunch and then had to go to the bus stop. Now here’s the thing with accident. Don’t worry I was not involved. There was a truck that wanted to be in hurry and hit another car and the ambulance was called. Walking to church/Awaken for the first time So yesterday, I decided that I was going to church and had to walk there. Daniel was speaking about saving yourself for marriage like having relationship with someone that you are supposed to spent your life with. Until later on blog I am not making any promises when I blog again

April Fools Bunco

So yesterday was our April Bunco and we decided to go out for Dinner but first we stopped over at Ross. We found some great (I mean GREAT) deals there in the store. My friend is getting married and so we had to get her wedding and bridal shower get. Which reminds me I need to email her about pictures. Dinner time! we went to the same place as last month and so we got the same thing expect for drinks, I was a bad (I MEAN BAD) Girl and order a milkshake. I soon felt the affects on that. I don't normally have ice cream so my body doesn't know what to do. The customer service was the worst that it has ever been for me and my mom. Visit time! So after we finished dinner, we headed over to my mom's friend's house and she invited me to come over and helped her out. I told her that i could and i get to have my mom's phone for three nights!!!! I am so exicted for that. Bunco time! So after visiting my mom's friend we headed over for bunco. The night went very well expect for this 16 year-old boy demanding that we give him the duck. But then he lost it and had to give it right back. But I got two buncos this month and 19 wins and tied for third place in three people. THAT'S NOT GOOD!!! I lost the roll off by one stinking point. If i had won one more game i would have gotten ten bucks. You should hear about what i found on the bus. Until Next time (which will be in about five mintues)

Voice annoying

Every morning, I heard this one voice that is very annoying when you are dead tired it gets on your nerves.

A year in the making

This morning i decided that i wanted to wear my Skyview Sweatshirt from Alaska. Now the first time that I wore it was a misunderstanding because of the skyview name. People did not know that it was the skyview in Alaska and not in vancouver

Returned to school

This morning we returned to school in the Vancouver area. Normally, we have to go to spring break a week after Portland School district. While we get along with them. Have a good day

The End of Spring break

I can't believe on Monday I must return to School. Yet, I am Happy that i get to go back but I miss the free time. This week i have alot of things to do. First, Monday i have class and i have to go to the church. Second Bunco and work on Tuesday.

Spring Cleaning

This week i decided that it's time to start cleaning out my bedroom for spring time. I also need to clean up my bathroom and do some touch up on painting that i have been waiting to fix for the pass couple of months. Anyways I learned that now i'm able to start to ride the bus in the morning not just in the school bus but c-tran bus in the morning. Which means new morning schedule for the next 6 weeks and finding a job in for the school year.
Have a good day!

week off!

I can't beleive that we are on my last spring break. i can't beleieve it. Tomorrow i'm going out and about.

First day of April

This morning I woke up and it's April 1st. Where did March go? I can't believe that it's the first of day. It's the first day of our ten day of no school. Now where do i go?

End of March is here

I can't believe that March is over. It seems like yesterday was the beginning of March and now tomorrow is the beginning of April.

Change of plans

Yesterday we were heading out to our own work sites and I was excited because I was told on Friday that I could serve the food to the kids for two lunches. The boss decided to move the date Thursday because it seems like an easier to do on that day instead of today.

Uncomfortable sitting

Today, my class and I were writing thank you notes and one of the staff subs were working with another student on the computer that I was next. The sub decided that he wanted to put his butt in my face and you could tell that I was totally not comfortable with the way he was doing that. I wanted to yell at him and tell him to move his butt out of my face. But I didn’t I could have said “please could you move your butt out of my face, I am starting to get uncomfortable with that.”

TO CLOSE FOR COMFORT

Today we were doing a project on the computer and the sub that always gets on my nerves decided to get a little to close to me. Let’s just say that his butt was really close to my shoulder and face. That to me is to close for me that would make me move my chair over and over again.

Home time

Every day when i get home; my dad goes and gets me to clean the kitchen now I had a plan of action yesterday but my dad said no. I had to clean the kitchen. I hate cleaning the kitchen.
HAVE A GOOD DAY
Michelle

Scream and shout

just yesterday people on my street were yelling at their daughter. she's 21 and she helps more then the dad does around the house but yet she get yell at??? Give me your feed back?

Flat Tire

On Saturday, I was riding my bike and discovered that I have another flat on my bike. I was going down to the store and thank god that the store is in direct route of the bus that goes to 130th and 99th and decided to ride that back home with the bike. Now I must wait until my neighbors are out to get my tire fill again.

Happy Birthday!

Originally it was two blogs for two birthdays; so I am going to combine them into one blog since they are both birthday blogs


Happy Birthday Uncle Darren
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday, Mema
Happy birthday.

First day of Spring

I can't believe that spring is starting and the winter month is finished. Now that means the flowers are coming out and everything

The evil witch returns

As you all know that I don't say names on my blog expect for when someone makes me mad. It's my advice to them not to make me mad at them but it never works.
Today we went to Clark College and I wanted to see if I could ride the 80 to the 72 at the normal time that I get home on Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday at 2:30 but oh no she had to say no and forced me to go to the school.

Living Hope is here to stay

Goodbye old Kmart on anderson and make way for a new home for living Hope to go to church.

Surpise information

So today we learned something very interseting and i thought of that you can't do college after your 25 years old. I am going to start looking for colleges to apply for so i can start that it in the fall. What do i want to do with it?
1. be a teacher
2. work at childcare

St Patrick day bunco

so the past couple of buncos i have been on what i call losing strike when which means that I have not been winning nothing. It's sucks big time to not win. I tried not to be a person that must be a winner everytime. I was hoping to be able to win this month but there was no such luck. Where's my luck?

Bunco notes

I find it really dumb that i have to bring in a note to be in a after school and personnel activity. What's next is she going to have me write a note to go church or hang out at my friends??? This is really dumb because it's not right now to start this with only two months left. Now, My teacher was not clear on the day to turn the bunco note in.
She's sending me home for the day and i still get to meet my mom after school and then tomorrow i am going to have a chat with her!

Bathrooms on the way!!

Yesterday, I left the work needing to go to the bathroom and I got to 112th and 28th st in much need of using the bathroom. I had over 15 minutes waiting for 80 and so i headed to shells in hope that i can go to the bathroom. I asked the lady at the counter where the bathroom is. She's like we don't have a public restroom. What if you are going on a trip and you need to go... I went over to the food place and used their bathroom.

Dishes

Whenever I cook dinner; i am normally the one that has to clean it up. My parents are either watching tv or talking to each other and too busy to help clean up. I think if and when I get married one of the rules that i am going to set is whoever cooks don't have to clean it up.

Welcome March!!

So congrats on making it to the month of March! It means that all the drama that was created in the month of Febuary! I am so glad that it's finished with now if someone could get the point that i don't care what he says about me. I am going to go lucky!

Master of Rain

This morning we woke to rain! Rain was hitting the window. I wanted snow this moring!

February over!!!

I can not beleive that the month of February is over. I can't wait to see what March has to offer.

IS THERE NO TRUST IN THE WORLD OR IN FRIENDSHIP???

SO AS OF LATE I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT I CAN NOT TRUST ANYONE IN THE CLASS OR OUTSIDE OF THE CLASS. THIS IS WHY I DECIDED THAT WHEN WE MOVED TO ALASKA TO START A FREST START AND NOW I AM FINDING MYSELF BACK IN THAT SPOT

Snow day!!

Today we had no school and it was snowing. It was fun to stay at home nice and warm!!!

Missing bus pass

On Saturday, we had been staying at my friend's house and so when we heard there was a dance; i had to rush home to get some money on that day. Anyways when we got back to the Mall and went to catch the 32 or 80 to go to another friend's house. That is when we found out that my bus pass was missing. Well today I am here to update you on it. WE FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!! Or i should say C-tran has it. We are going there tonight and getting it back and then buying March bus pass. Well now it's time to go clean my bedroom. Seeing how i am stuck at home because of the fact my mom had no money for the bus for me to get to work and back

tales of two churches

So Sunday morning, I woke up at 6:30 am and getting ready for churches. I went to my friend's church before 8:30 am and read my book before the 11 o'clock service because my friend was working in the kids center. She then decided that she was going to have a fit about not wanting to go to Living Hope. It's like she should be willing to go to my church if i went to her church but no. she had to have fit!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's was really dumb about her fit but anywway we went to the church and had a great time!

Ball and Chain

So this blog is because all the people that want to be able to control me on who i'm friends with and who i am not. It's my choice on who i want friends with and who i am not

Stuck in Snow!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday morning it started to snow. Of course we decided to still do what we had plan for the day and adjusted to the weather that we could not control. Of course that we were riding the max and got stuck out by the zoo an hour long then what we were expecting to be there. That would mean that we would miss our school buses!

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Grandpa Bill!!!!!!
Happy Birthday to my grandpa! you're another year older!

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday, Pastor John!!
Happy birthday Pastor John! God gave a wonderful person to us!

ANNOYED WITH EVERYTHING

SOMETIMES PEOPLE LIKE THEIR OWN PRIVACY WHEN THEY NEED TO HAVE THINGS DONE BEFORE THEY GET ON THE BUS. WHY ON EARTH AM I SO ANNOYED WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS? MAYBE BECAUSE I HAVE NO PRIVACY. I DON’T HAVE IT AT MY HOUSE OR THE CLASSROOM OR AT WORK. I DON’T MIND WORK BUT I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE IT WHEN I GO HOME AND SOMETIMES WHEN I AM ON THE COMPUTER AND NOT HAVE SOME ONE LOOKING OVER MY SHOULDER READING MY THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fighting like two year olds

Today my friends were going out with one of my other friend's house. I am sick of this fight going on. it needs to stop! I'm going to stop this before i get sick again.

Happy Valentine day

It's another day for our school day. Today is supposed to be about love and celebrate our friends and family. It's important to be with your friends and remember your relationship with the lord

Six years and counting

Today is the six year anniversary of Amanda's death. I still remember the day that I found out that she died and now we are entering our sixith year without her. I know that she is happy with our lord but her friends and family still miss her everyday!
RIP Amanda
Michelle

Valentine Bunco

Last night my mom and I headed over to our local bunco group and played a very slow game. I only had two wins and i thought that i'm going after the last place. To my surpise I had a 19 wins and 3 buncos and tied for the most bunco.
The hard thing for me is the roll off. I always lose that dumb thing. Well, it happen again for me.

Fighting with family

Last night, my mom and dad decided that they wanted to have me pay rent. It's dumb founded that my dad decide to do this. It's like he never did this crap to my sister so why in the world is he doing to me.
Then my dad annouces that he doesn't care about me at all. That hurts really deeply to me. I get that i am not his favorite child and that's my sister. She's has a special relationship with my dad and that makes me mad. Why take it out on me?

Missing school bus

Don't you just love waiting for your ride home decided that you are supposely not going to ride home for the day?
Today, I came out to get on the bus so that i can go home. I know that this was the first day since last monday that i rode the bus home. I was shocked to find out that my bus was not there. I walked to my morning bus in hope that she would be kind and give me a lift home but no she decided to call and make me wait for my afternoon bus. Now just getting over my cold in my mind, this could make me worst then i already am.

Happy Birthday Hannah

Happy 18th birthday to my cousin!

day of sickness part three

For me it's the third time that i am writing this title. Last night my mom and I decided that I am going to stay home today because of this cold. Thanks boss! Since I work with other people then them i decided to stay home this morning and try to get better before tuesday.
Well it's time for nap time

Day of sickness part 2

Today is the second day of my cold. I still feel really sick today! I had a choice to stay home or going to school. I chose the wrong thing today. Lets see about tomorrow. Might take a four day weekend.

Day of sickness

Today I woke up and decided that I am not going to school so that means i am stuck in my room.

February begins

This morning had started the month of February which means that is the start of the heart month.

Last day of January 2011

Can you believe that this is the last day of January of 2011? I can't believe it at all because of the fact the time has blowing by.
Can't wait to see what Febuary is going to be.
Michelle

Skate for the hills

Yesterday, some of my friends and i went to go skating. It was really fun but there was alot of people there and so it was hard to get off the wall and relax.

Kids on Computer

What age to you is okay for a child to be on the computer and playing video games that are way above the age that he should be playing???

Computer punishment

It's really dumb that when you are looking for a address for the C-tran rounte and then you get send off the computer without a chance to explain. It was really dumb that you can't look for an address without getting into trouble!

8 months and counting!

I can't believe that I have been blogging for more then 8 months

Life with no more puppies

We finally got rid of the last two puppies just last night! Now our house is quiet!

Happy Birthday DeAnna

Happy birthday to Deanna!

Happy Birthday Allen

Happy birthday uncle!

Friday night lights

This week has been a long week for me. At the beginning of this week, I wanted to go to the youth group camp. We had bunco and i got third place but did not win anything. We found out that i can't because of my age. It was really dumb.
Have a good day

hit the snooze button

This morning, I woke not wanting to get up and just sleep for the rest of the day. There was only one thing stop me from staying home and rest for the whole day and that was having to work and do the dishes. When I got home, My dad wanted me to do more dishes. you know that i just gotten down with doing three hours of dishes. No more dishes!

Camp disappioment

Awaken students are having their campout this weekend. I really wanted to come to that and then i found out that i could not come because of my age. At first, I was not happy about it and i'm still not happy but getting used to the idea of it. I did not know how to explain why i wanted to go to camp beside the fact that god put it on my heart to go to the camp. I can see why it's not a good idea for me to go.
One thing about it being the high school doesn't always end when the student is 18 most time it's when your 19 years old.
Michelle

January almost over

I can't believe that January is almost finished and i take a look at the blog and notice that i have not been the best blogger that i am normally good at.
Michelle

Happy Birthday Dorothy

Happy birthday to you

New Year Bunco

Today we had a bunco game and then so I am attempting to get off my losing strike and win for a change in two months. Like last month, I placed third but there was two way tie and there for kicks the person that is in third place out of the ranking. The good news is that I got my first bunco with in the first ten minutes putting the others on edge to see how the night turns out.
Michelle

Freedom

WHERE'S THE FREEDOM??
TODAY I LEARNED SOMETHING THAT NOW IMPORTANT WHEN I AM DEALING WITH THIS PROGRAM! FOR THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW WHAT'S THIS PROGRAM IS?? IT CALLED CHOICE BUT I CALL IT FORCED!
NOW THAT I DISCOUVER THEIR SERECT IS TO REPORT EVERYTHING THAT I DO AND MAKE ME INTO THEIR GOLDEN PERSON THAT HARDLY COMPLAINS TO THEM BUT NOW I AM GOING TO COMPLAIN RIGHT AND NOW.
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF TEACHERS SAYING THAT YOU ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE THE FREEDOM BUT IT'S SEEMS LIKE I HAD MORE FREEDOM AT MY OLD SCHOOLS THEN AT THIS GOD-DUMB PROGRAM! IT'S STUPID AND DUMB THAT YOU CAN'T GO AROUND TOWN WITHOUT THE PREMISSION WITH YOUR TEACHER! I AM MEAN AFTER 2:30 I AM NO LONGER THEIR RESPIONABLE! I AM IN CHARGE OF MY OWN PERSON ALONG WITH GOD.

Happy Birthday Grandpa!

Today is my grandpa's birthday!

Updates

So the reason that bunco has not been posted this month was because it was postpone for another week. It's in two days.

Follow me there........

yesterday was the first day that I could ride the bus from work to my house without going to school. One of the teacher's assidants were following me all the way to my last bus stop that I need to get off. It's seem like every bus that i got off was stopping at every bus stop. It was a very long day.
Until next time
Michelle

Fighting about things

This morning, while checking on statues I notice that my sister had tried to claim that I’m the reason that she’s dealt with the cops twice. This is kind of true but not all of it. There is another part that she is forgetting to mention; here it goes! In 2005, I decided to take a stand against my sister’s abuse towards me and not take it away more. My sister’s friend called the cops after I refused to let my sister steal my wallet and give it to my mom. So I would not let them leave. They could stay there. My mom doesn’t want her friend even at the house and my sister knew that but she did it away way. I had six bruises and the cops almost took me away. That backfired on me only because of the knife that I pulled on her after she tried to kick me. My dad saw that she had the knife in her hands not me. That should have backfired on her after that. After we moved to Alaska, My sister decides to attack me at the moment that I got into my house because she wanted the dog out. Now the dog and I like to take walks. She physically attacked me and so I fought back as her friend sat there and did nothing! The part that was totally not called for is the computer cord that she took and hit me over the head many times. The neighbors called the cops on her for doing that. Now the only reason that she did not go to jail was because I did not have head concussion from it.

Last day at Fred Meyer

Today I found myself saying goodbye to everyone for now. I don’t like saying goodbye to people because there is no goodbye but see you later. I know that I will see them later because we shop at Fred Meyer but today was the day that I can volunteer there. My plan is applied at Fred Meyers online for a job.
See you later

New church means new schedule

This blog i could not figure out a blog title for it because the church that I go to just move into a new location and then move to a new C-tran schedule. I now know that I need to be up early to do my morning stuff done before I have to leave. I did not get how much i do in the morning.
New schedule means new learning experience
Michelle

Updates

due to the weather that we are expecting snow, our bunco group has decided to postpone bunco for another week and that would mean i have to figure another way to do money for my cpr/first aid card. Today, we started our 82 more days at Kmart and we are waiting to see what god's plan for us to do within these days. How much we can work thou the Anderson area. God has put us home.

Last three days

Today was the last Thursday on my work at Fred Meyer with only two more days left it makes me sad to say goodbye to them. They have become important to me to be there.
Have a good day
Michelle

The power to Launch

When the teacher tells you that she wants you to ride the city bus home. I, for one, already ride the bus home from the mall and other places. So why not?
I decided to cancel my school bus home and made plans to ask my teacher if I can ride home early from our outing today. but will she?
Stayed tuned
Michelle

Failure to Launch

So in my plan to ride the bus home hit a small hitch when the teacher wants to know when I cancel my bus and she also wants us to ask if we want to go home. So I asked her if I can go home early and she ask if I cancel my bus and i said yes but I forgot to tell her about wanting to ride the city bus home today. she said no because of that reason and so now next time i now know that i need to call her after calling the bus transportation and say that I cancel the bus.

Welcome back V

Today is the much wait return of V. It's has not been on since last year and it was supposed to return in November but it was push back to January 4th which today.

Trip to Lloyd Center

Trip to Lloyd Center
This week the CHOICE students are going to the Llyod Center and seeing how it's different from the Pinor Square and the Lloyd Center malls. I have been there before and know what to expect at there. I can't wait until we head to Clackmas town mall and spend the day out there but I don't know when that is going to be. This is our first trip out from the new year.
God Bless
Michelle
PS: Awaken is moving back tomorrow too.

Back to school....

Today is the first day of school for the new year. Along with the first Monday of the new year. This morning, waking up to the alram clock was hard because i want to hit the dimss and fall back to sleep and enjoy another day of no school. But that it is not the case. It's very cold in Vancouver and feels like Alaska all over again.

january is here!

Wow! I can't believe that it's already January 2nd and not January 1st. I think it's because I didn't get on last night at all. I am posting this blog today instead of yesterday. Staying up until the ball drop is not expect for being tired. Well, today is also church day and i have until 1 pm today. This is the last service at the mall for sure!
Enjoy your day
Michelle

My goal as a blogger

1. Have at least how many days as blogs
2. Never uses names (I already do that)
3. come up with Story lines (already do that)
4. just blog about anything
Have a good day

2011 blogger plans

This year will mark my first offical year of blogging the whole year. I have only been blogging since June 2010 which means that I need to come up with new blog titles and just random things to blog about that are bugging me or exictes me.